confused - is the state of mind

thats the state of mind again.... have had such weird experiences lately that you never know....
someone seems to be someone but it is someone else.... someone says something but it is doing something else.. god.. WHY ME ????.... who to trust who not to trust.... and how the F do you really know that someone is genuine.... PHEW !!!!... and i said sometime back that confusion is good...
Help !!!!
Does anyone have the all mighty's phone no .. i need to talk to him now :)

Its time !!!!

getting myself to write again requires such amount of effort is unbelievable.. i have to literally push myself with all the force i have and make an effort .. yet when i start writing i have a laundry list of what i should write about .... as Sid says "bloody picture quality" :)... thanks to someone for reminding me that I had a blog :)

Its time ! yes it is and for an eternity i have thought that things are so bloody stagnant... everything is on hold in life... that its time now for a lotta things....

Maybe a change in routine .. maybe get into a fitness regime .. maybe get a new job .. maybe go somewhere to meet someone ... maybe i should get back to my old thing ... maybe i should just quit everything and get back home .... In the past few months i have seriously lost it and i am working like a dog (who isnt ??).... but yeah thats not me ... i need to be me .. its time !

The other day was talking to bhai and he said he was missing Chennai .. so do i :(... fearless we were caring about no one doing what we liked .. driving out at 11 in the night to have a coconut pudding in fruit shop ... watching movie at 12 in the night when i used to doze off 10 min into the movie everytime and bhai used to kick me into my bedroom... Driving our bikes in the first rain to Mahabs... go to office at 8 in the morning and play loud music and turn it off suddenly when the MD entered the office... wanna be fearless ... its time !

that one call from a friend is priceless nowadays... you know you wanna speak to all the junta but you dont have time .... even if you meet them once a month its not enough .... that point in life when you need friends around you .. should get back in touch ... its time !

In my own way i am trying to change the world (that i live in) and sometimes i fail most times i win .... why should someone dictate the way i work .. why should i work for somebody who is not even worth it ! ... Either i work for myself or work for someone smarter than me ... its time !

Its actually time for a lot of new things in life .. and now i feel that i am actually ready for it .. its that feeling, when nothing is actually happening but you still feel something is gonna happen ... due for long .. its time !